I used to have about average drawing ability, maybe a little worse, back when I was on medication that kept my tremor under control. Now that I've had to stop that medication, of course my drawing ability is not great and trying to draw just frustrates me, which is a shame because I was just starting to like drawing.
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Yet in my new wildness and freedom I almost welcome the bitterness of alienage. For although nepenthe has calmed me, I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men.
-H. P. Lovecraft, "The Outsider"