Every time I date/marry a neurotypicals it seems they use me until the allure wears off. It is like.I..am a.science.experiment to them. They want to know about my autism and how it affects my life. They say they don't see how.I.could.possibly be autistic or they don't mention it at all as if it's an white elephant in the room. They do mention their desire for sex though. That is ever present. I feel a.steong hatred for neurotypicals people. I am tired.of being used and then rejected by them. I strongly hate them.