Weirdness wrote:
I can't see any other reason... if they're opened it's usually much worse, but even the fact there's a hole with glass in it and not bricks... and apparently decades ago they loved having these mega-windows, where about 2/3 of the wall is such... what a nightmare, I can barely go use a toilet now without a siren blasting my mind, which I think deter me to such a point I'll just use bottles (last I used them was when I was forced in shared housing, with such rooms nearer to other people's rooms, now I've been forced to the stupidest bathroom with no capability to connect a hose and for the first time ever meters-long goddamn windows, over a decade I spent in housing with no-window bathrooms (who knew I could take relieving myself in peace for granted), I'm so fed up)...
How do you cope Weirdness? Is there any part of your day that is OK for you? I go down really quickly in the city, just watching people scurry past the homeless people as they troop off to work brings me down, and seeing people with psychological problems on public transport. It sounds as if you would be much better off in the countryside too.
04 Nov 2019, 6:19 pm
