LokiofSassgard wrote:
It depends on my mood. Some days, I can function normally and not even think of having autism.
so true! I hadn't thought of that but I am like that too. I guess many of us are. Somedays I am just okay and I don't even think of autism,
other days things are just like hell, with everything going wrong,
all symptoms worse, and barely controlling myself not to get to meltdown mode. I still haven't figured out why some days are worse but it probably has to do with hormones (hormonal cycle and such), stress and fatigue level among other things I still don't know.
Also a bad absolute thinking habit, for instance, my mood is okay then I do some little mistake in the morning and then suddenly I am thinking of all the things I can't do well, I can never do stuff well, I am a worthless useless person, my day is going to suck, my life sucks, hate being me etc
but then in some other days I make a mistake and I am like "who cares, I am awesome". go figure! (everyone has good and bad days but I noticed I am much more unstable)