Callista wrote:
I scored a 24, below the cutoff of 30. I do have some dissociative symptoms, mostly associated with PTSD. I learned how to separate myself from my surroundings when I went through some difficult situations, and still have the tendency to be able to do this.
However, two questions may be contributing to a false-positive: I do not always recognize friends, and my own face in a mirror sometimes seems unfamiliar, not because of dissociation but because I am face-blind and have a great deal of difficulty memorizing faces. Losing track of what people are saying mid-conversation may also be an ADHD trait.
But there's only one of me in my head.
I know this because I have access to all my memories in a quite unbroken narrative, with no lost time and no places where my experiences are detached from my identity.
I think maybe autistics might have higher scores on this than the typical person because it may be more necessary for us to learn how to "zone out" to avoid intensely unpleasant sensory experiences. Have you ever found yourself just completely overloaded, staring at nothing, not really connected to your body, and it feels like you could sit there forever and it wouldn't matter because you've forgotten what "forever" means? That's dissociation right there, if anything is, and it is so easily brought on by sensory overload, because your brain just goes, "Uh-uh. Capacity reached. No more. Gonna shut down now."
Thank you that you can give clear words to it.
I also do think, that autistics can have higher scores on it and taken by an autistic person results could be false-positive, that is my reason for asking.
But I did had childhood abuse as well and next to autism and I am getting assessed for having traits of dissociative personality disorder.
What you describe in your last paragraph is for me very true of what could give a false positive.
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