Selfish neurotypical morons only understand brute force

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I find it almost funny I hesitated to 'communicate' in the only language they know... did I seriously think people who gauge their penis length based on revs would have the capability to form language? Cavemen were more intelligent than these abject morons! And so, it happened... asking for them to goddamn stop would never work, and my despair never worked for me either (unless I direct it to a solution)... and killing them outright would have been too much, of course (but then, you understand, I was in the depths of despair like I haven't felt in over a decade)... so throwing bottles is what I did. Which is something I used for many years, actually... so, not sure why not immediately in this case... I think the horrid noise actually disrupted my mind to such an extent the only thing I could think of is murder... or asking someone to ask them to stop? Right... but guess what, I only needed to throw one bottle that got their attention (prior one was thrown not while they came towards it, both didn't hit)... and they actually descended their damn bike and looked up at me? WTF did they think we would do, have tea? I've no idea how morons' brains work, I swear...

But ye all should know this, this is the only language selfish brutes understand, the throwing of bottles! (And I wouldn't have minded if it hit him and he crashed and burned in hell... but missing him, yet noticing it and not returning in the future is the second best, I suppose... I certainly got what I wanted... but f*ck selfish s**ts, I swear...)

Don't be too surprised when they call the police on you and you're charged. I'm sure that will improve your situation.

Indeed ... three meals a day, a place to sleep, and a free orange jumpsuit.  Just do not drop the soap.

You should be lucky that didn't escalate into something bigger. They revved their engines; you threw a couple of glass bottles. Really hard to tell who's in the wrong here.

Get ear protection of some sort if your sensitivity to noise is bothering you.

Regular NTs understand more than this but yeah that's the language chavs understand

If they're chavs, they won't grass. But things might escalate. And being autistic, I doubt you have anyone to watch your back for you apart from yourself.

If they're not chavs they shouldn't act like that in the first place. Revving engines etc.

You're essentially making yourself a target for violence with retaliating but it's hard to know what to do with these kinds of people.

There is no excuse to throw bottles at people who make noise. Would you like a bottle thrown at you?

Weirdness hates noise.

Revving engines is intimidating imo.

But there's a difference between revving engines deliberately when someone passes on foot - intimidation, a silent threat of 'I could drive forward and run you over' - and having your engine on while you wait to pick someone up.

I just wish that Weirdness could be moved somewhere quieter for his own mental health.

I hate noise too. Some noise is so distracting it drives me crazy. Our upstairs neighbour makes a lot of noise, such as frequently moving her furniture across the room every day. Why? God knows. It hurts my ears. She must know that moving heavy furniture around on hard floor can be heard below. But she does it anyway. Do I go throwing bottles at her? No. I just have to live with it. I do have earplugs handy, although the insides of my ears are sore from overusing earplugs, and no, I am not switching to noise-cancelling headphones because they make me look and feel really autistic.

I hate noise as well. I don't throw glass bottles at chavs who make noise outside my window when I'm taking a nap.

Hello Weirdness.

I am here to try and help.
I don't think you really explained yourself very well when you started this post.

It reads basically like this.... these people I hate, who i think are morons, so i threw bottles at them...
Doesn't sound good on your part.

If you perhaps explained a little a bit first about how Autism Spectrum Disorder affects you, (and please feel free to copy what i have written if you need to explain yourself to anyone in authority, such as security guards, law enforcement agents / police, lawyers, judges, medical staff...

Anyway, please explain you suffer from misophonia (low tolerance to auditory sensory information in combination with inability to filter out auditory information which causes you extreme distress if you are in a "busy" auditory environment where there are more than one auditory sensory sound source, but also you have a sensitivity to certain auditory stimuli, for example, motorcycle noise) which is a protected characteristic of the recognised neurological developmental disorder and disability that you suffer from which of course is called Autism Spectrum Disorder.

So, various circumstances where you are exposed to auditory sensory information in various environments inevitably "triggers" adverse and unavoidable behavioural effects in you which are unavoidable due to being caused by the abnormal neurological presentation found in your Autistic brain.

People with this dynamic or paradigm of symptoms make up the substantial number among people with a formal diagnosis of Autism Spectrum Disorder, so are well known of by specialist clinical psychologists who specialise in this area, with substantial research papers documenting this exact problem.

In short, if you are exposed to certain "triggers", on a bad day, these triggers will cause you to have what are known as Autism Spectrum Disorder Sensory Overload "meltdowns", which can result in causes you to exhibit what looks like tantrum or antisocial behaviour, which once triggered, you have very little control over until the "meltdown" has dissipated. This meltdown phenomena can cause you to exhibit what looks like antisocial behaviour, but as mentioned previously, it is not, but instead a hard to avoid neurological reaction that causes what looks like tantrum like behaviour.

The difference between meltdowns and tantrums however needs to be established as it is significant.

Tantrums are antisocial behaviours that are acted out out of choice, often, when children want attention.

ASD Sensory Overload Meltdowns however, although can look identical to a tantrum to the onlooker,
are in fact completely different, and are involuntary neurological reactions caused by circumstances / conditions which usually include various sensory triggers.

From the uneducated outsiders perspective, both behaviour exhibited may appear to be the same in nature.
But the cause is different, with one being a chosen behaviour, and the other being a behaviour triggered by dysfunctional neurology / brain damage when combined with certain conditions or circumstances.

That all said and done, I recommend that you try your best to avoid throwing bottles, as people really do get murdered, and this is something I have seen over the years at big music festivals. I believe a number of rockstar's over the years have been murdered by a bottle being thrown at their head while they are performing.

Yes. please try your best not to throw bottles, as no one will look favourably towards you even though you suffer from an incurable disorder that causes meltdowns.

If you can, try and avoid your triggers.
Hope what i have written helps.

BTW I also suffer from acute auditory hypersensitivity, with low tolerance to volume, hypersensitivity to certain frequencies, as well as having an inability to filter out auditory stimuli when placed in a "busy" auditory environment.

I know, it sucks, especially as no one seems to care and very few people understand, especially in housing and other areas of essential life. That is a big part as to why we are disabled and not normal and I guess that is why many of us are eligible for disability benefit.

Hopefully the knowledge base will get better as time goes on and people will make more allowances or at least give us quality purpose built housing which will at least give us a sanctuary from noise.

For your housing, you may be able to get your housing provider to sound proof.

For environments that you can not control, consider buying ear plugs, ear defenders and or noise cancelling headphones.

Audiologists can make a mould of your ears and order various types of ear plugs.
Some ear plugs block out most noise.
Other ear plugs can "turn down all sound across the spectrum of frequencies by 30 dB"

Ear Defenders usually turn down sound by x amount of dB, but look more obvious than ear plugs.
Generally a lot cheaper though.

There are now quiet a few pro companies that make noise cancelling headphones.
I have a pair of Bose QT 35s. Which are fairly good, although i have noticed my ears hurt if I use them for more than an hour a day.

When combined with music, the noise cancellation works so well that i can completely zone out and I sometimes forget where i am. Can be a little dangerous in that I sometimes forget about real world things such as cars, when i walk across the road blind day dreaming to music that I love....

But that said, the noise cancelling headphones can really be a God send.
Especially when on the bus, and when noisy motorcycles zoom past with crappy little racer pipes on them, that make them go 2 miles per hour faster but make an illegal noise pollution type of anti social racket.

If you think the motorcycle / car has some of these illegal noise pollution pipes fitted, perhaps you could report them, to your areas motor traffic office, as vehicles have to pass a sound test.

Hope that helps.

I think that growling and high pitched noises of motorcycle engines often are similar to sounds that are found in nature that the human being automatically associate with danger.

I remember many years ago while at Uni on a BA degree in sound engineering, reading up on the psycho acoustic affects of certain sounds on the fragile human psyche.

Those growls and high pitch screams that motor vehicles make are very much like the roar of dangerous animals and the screams of volatile big cats, as they are ripping up their prey, just before they bite our throats out.

Sure.... I fully understand why someone who has ASD and broken sensory systems, who are hyper vigilant may not like such sounds, as such sounds induce the fight and flight response which likely increases our stress hormones / noradrenaline. As if we weren't already having a bad day as it is.

All we need is to have some but head make our already fragile existence worse by putting the s**ts up us as they race past, all for what, so they can act cool among their numpty mates, who are as idiotic as they are...

But, still, please don't throw any bottles. As it will reflect badly on you.
Hope what I have written helps.
Om mani padme hum...

I only have to put up with chavs at my folks'.

All they do is shout.

I shout back.

Only if they shout at me otherwise I try to tune it out. But I refuse to not defend myself. If she's yelling at mum's dog and mum's just been shielded and is crying - f**k her.

Here, if there's noise then it's unintentional. If it's too loud then I'd call the police on them and they would do the same on me.

Here, if we know there's noise, we bang on the wall. This has only happened once for longer than about a minute, telling each other to turn our respective tvs down. It was when my carbon monoxide detector kept going off.

To me it felt like they were angry but mum says they were just concerned about me.

Also the less chavvy NTs are, the more they act like us.

My neighbours are NT. They don't like noise. We all are deliberately quiet so as to not annoy each other. We keep ourselves to ourselves and don't go into our yards to yell.

Mum's neighbours find it acceptable to yell in their gardens at people who live in the same house as them

At the same time: bottle throwing = not civilised behaviour either.

Just it's hard to know what to do if (big if) it was done in order to provoke. Because revved engines do = threat sometimes and are enough of a dog whistle type threat that the police might not take it seriously. It's a demonstration 'I can use this car against you'. That's if someone's crossing the street and someone revs their engine at them. A bit like an American pulling out a gun and not using it, just leaving it there on the table between them and someone they don't like.

Do you want to be seen as that weird guy that throws bottles at people who ride past on motorbikes? At least vary it a bit with potatoes, pork chops, or hamsters instead of bottles. If you must use bottles make sure they're chilled and filled with beer and thrown in a more friendly manner as it might greatly reduce your chances of being charged and convicted of some violent offence.

If you want to end up in a prison then I guess carrying on as you are might get you in one. The noise will be a lot worse though and you seem like the type who will annoy other prisoners which I can't imaging being helpful. They also bang a heck of a lot more doors.