HeroOfHyrule wrote:
If you rock back-and-forth or sway side-to-side to stim, how long do you think you have done that for?
I've done those things my entire life, and my favourite thing to do to "play" as a child was to find something I could rock/sway on, like swings or something else. I still find the motion really relaxing and also entertaining, I feel the most "normal" sensory wise when I am rocking or swaying. I have memories of doing this even as a toddler.
I only noticed myself doing this when I started paying more attention to my stimming behaviors. As far as I can remember I have always preferred some outlet for this stimming energy, such as a swing or chair with rocking capabilities. My parents got my brother and I these black leather rocking chairs that were curved kind of like a banana (they didn't have legs like most chairs), and I would always sit on one while playing video games. I also had this periwinkle- and white-colored Fisher-Price rocking chair that I played video games on and couldn't play without it, which I used until 6th grade when I could no longer fit in it (puberty growth spurt and such). My "happy place" tended to involve stimming and playing video-games, and a chair with rocking capabilities was usually a part of that.
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