Page 1 of 1 [ 10 posts ] 

Crystal1414
Velociraptor
Velociraptor

Joined: 25 Aug 2020
Posts: 444
Location: Canada

27 Feb 2021, 12:24 am

I'm not feeling well. I was feeling great up until Yesterday. Now I can barely function. I could barely stay awake. Everything feels like sensory overload.

Even sitting down and having a conversation seems impossible. I think I will stay in my room tomorrow. I do not want to be around people. I dont think people want to be around me either. I do not feel right.



Sweetleaf
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 6 Jan 2011
Age: 35
Gender: Female
Posts: 35,011
Location: Somewhere in Colorado

27 Feb 2021, 12:30 am

Crystal1414 wrote:
I'm not feeling well. I was feeling great up until Yesterday. Now I can barely function. I could barely stay awake. Everything feels like sensory overload.

Even sitting down and having a conversation seems impossible. I think I will stay in my room tomorrow. I do not want to be around people. I dont think people want to be around me either. I do not feel right.


That has been how I feel for months, but I somehow keep dragging myself out of my room.


_________________
We won't go back.


IsabellaLinton
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 1 Nov 2017
Gender: Female
Posts: 72,422
Location: Chez Quis

27 Feb 2021, 12:30 am

I'm sorry this happened, but it's your body's way of telling you to slow down. It's good that you recognised the feelings before having a meltdown or upsetting someone around you.

Try to think of some enjoyable things you can do in your room, whether it's sleeping all day, or spending time on an interest which might help you relax.

When I go into shutdown I don't even use electric lights. I don't allow any stimuli in my environment: no music, no people, no television, etc. I just decompress and do whatever makes me feel most at peace.

I hope you feel better soon.


_________________
I never give you my number, I only give you my situation.
Beatles


lvpin
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 26 Oct 2018
Gender: Female
Posts: 658

27 Feb 2021, 3:18 am

You probably were heading towards a meltdown but if you are able to take some time to yourself now it should help. Definitely rest up, sleep when you can and try to shut out the outside world for a bit. I hope you feel better soon



SharonB
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 14 Jul 2019
Gender: Female
Posts: 2,747

27 Feb 2021, 8:58 am

Sending you support vibes. I am having a rough time of it also. Self-care, lots of self-care. Outside help when necessary. It's ok to contact supportive people, even though some of us (like me) are afraid or uncomfortable to do so.



PhosphorusDecree
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 3 May 2016
Age: 44
Gender: Male
Posts: 3,593
Location: Yorkshire, UK

27 Feb 2021, 9:16 am

I think you're right about sensory overload. And you're doing the right thing by taking some time to be solitary and relax. Try to enjoy some downtime rather than feel guilty about it! (Happened to me earlier this week- I had to cancel 2 Zoom calls and spend about 36 hours in a darkened room.)


_________________
You're so vain
I bet you think this sig is about you


diagnosedafter50
Deinonychus
Deinonychus

Joined: 15 Dec 2020
Age: 58
Posts: 309
Location: United Kingdom

27 Feb 2021, 10:41 am

Crystal1414 wrote:
I'm not feeling well. I was feeling great up until Yesterday. Now I can barely function. I could barely stay awake. Everything feels like sensory overload.

Even sitting down and having a conversation seems impossible. I think I will stay in my room tomorrow. I do not want to be around people. I dont think people want to be around me either. I do not feel right.

Sorry to hear this.
I know how it feels.
:heart:



CockneyRebel
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 17 Jul 2004
Age: 50
Gender: Male
Posts: 117,589
Location: In my little Olympic World of peace and love

28 Feb 2021, 12:02 am

I've also been feeling under the weather. Take care of yourself.


_________________
The Family Enigma


Juliette
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 28 Sep 2006
Gender: Female
Posts: 4,743
Location: Surrey, UK

28 Feb 2021, 2:23 pm

Crystal1414 wrote:
I'm not feeling well. I was feeling great up until Yesterday. Now I can barely function. I could barely stay awake. Everything feels like sensory overload.

Even sitting down and having a conversation seems impossible. I think I will stay in my room tomorrow. I do not want to be around people. I dont think people want to be around me either. I do not feel right.


This was me, last week. Am still getting myself back, with the help of friends(online). As Is mentioned, no lights, no sounds, just go gentle ....

Hooe you feel better soon.



ASPartOfMe
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 25 Aug 2013
Age: 67
Gender: Male
Posts: 36,864
Location: Long Island, New York

28 Feb 2021, 7:02 pm

If you have a soothing special interest or stim now would be this time to employ them.


_________________
Professionally Identified and joined WP August 26, 2013
DSM 5: Autism Spectrum Disorder, DSM IV: Aspergers Moderate Severity

“My autism is not a superpower. It also isn’t some kind of god-forsaken, endless fountain of suffering inflicted on my family. It’s just part of who I am as a person”. - Sara Luterman