girl7000 wrote:
I can become involuntarily non-verbal when I have meltdowns or panic attacks or when I am under extreme stress, or even if I am unwell in some way.
I get like this too. And when people ask me questions when I'm in that state, or try to talk to me, I can only produce one syllable answers and only that to shut them up because if I don't answer at all it makes things worse. It is, as dawndeleon and claradoon said, as if the pause button has been pushed and I have to be reset. Other times, if I am angry or agitated I get so verbose and excited that I find myself saying things that make no sense, and I think as I am saying them "this makes no sense" but I continue anyway cause I'm caught up in it and can't wind down. I call these "As the Spit Flies" because sometimes the spit actually flies out of my mouth as I'm ranting or raging, and it seems comical and ridiculous but I'm caught up in it and want to see it through to its illogical conclusion. I guess it's called "being out of control" and I'm glad it doesn't happen often. I tell my husband and kids "Don't push my buttons unless you want to see the spit fly."