Angnix wrote:
What's been happening lately is that every single time I'm sad I think it's a mental health crisis or I'm about to meltdown or sometimes I do...
I did this last night, things happening to me and I had a crying spell... But I felt like it was the end of everything and I should call crisis, but I didn't, I cried myself to sleep instead...
And this morning, I feel okay again...
I mean do I over react because of past experiences I wonder?
No doubt you do find yourself in a pattern of escalating emotions and even hospitalization, based on prior experiences. Your marriage alone was a roller coaster, and then your no-boundaries relatives too were always causing you problems.
Please don't be put off by this suggestion, but have you ever tried meditative practices? They help a lot of people modulate their emotions.
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