babybird wrote:
Raleigh wrote:
Every single anti-depressant I've been on has given me extreme and unpleasant side effects.
(I've had 5 different kinds).
I just embrace my depression now.
I get that completely. I've been on mirtazapine for so many years now that I can't even remember and te only reason I take it is because I can't get off it. I'd love to be drug free.
My best SSRI was the starter dose of Zoloft at 25mg.
My doctor kept upping the dose to 200mg, which was awful.
I tapered back down to 25mg but by then, it was ineffective.
The other SSRIs made me into a suicidal zombie who couldn't cry for several years.
The worst was Remeron (a tetracyclic). It was terrifying.
I can never sleep when I take SSRIs, even if I take them in the morning.
Benzos (especially Clonazepam) make me very depressed.
I'm on ADHD meds which don't work, but they're better than nothing.
I used to take Trintellix at 5mg for depression / anxiety.
Since starting the ADHD meds, I can't stomach Trintellix anymore.
The combination made me extremely nauseated 24/7.
Long story short, all I take now is the ADHD med: Vyvanse 50mg.
It's useless but I can't be arsed to jump through the hoops to change it.
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