Ana54 wrote:
I have a feeling for other people with mental disorders that cannot be explained as anything but sexual.
I'm attracted to mental disorders in people. I know how those people feel and what they're going through, and I'm impressed with their openmindedness, seduced by their tolerance. I admire their ability to simply exist.
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This is very odd, I know. But who else feels the same way?
There's gotta be someone here!
![Twisted Evil :twisted:](./images/smilies/icon_twisted.gif)
I must confess, I really find this a bit creepy.
On the other hand, I don't tend to think of- say, AS- as a disorder, so much as a difference. . . which difference happens to make people more compatable/empathetic with me. . .
And come to think of it, all of my worst dating choices have been the mentally stable NT's. So I guess, on a practical level. . .
Of course, I also think depression/alienation/"mental disorders" are at times the only reasonable response to a world as screwed up as this one. . . I think of it, though, as though I find sanity appealing.
And let's be honest; in no way but by the book is "well adjusted" sane.
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