When I'm overwhelmed, inattentive and impulsive.
Most of my manifestations of clumsiness is unnatural.
And there's something else; for the longest time, those millisecond lapses that happens few times a day.
Sometimes it manifests as turning things wrong, being slower, suddenly forgetting the next step, writing or spelling a letter wrong, a bit of twitch when drawing something, suddenly changing handwritings, pressing the wrong things, sudden spacing out for less than a second, misinterpretation of anything, etc.
I don't know what this is.
Sometimes it manifests like some sort of jolt.
Half the time I can just ignore it. But I've been also ignoring it for the longest time and it's something I've dealt even as a child.
But sometimes it's affecting my performance and having to undo whatever mistake I did or forced to pause.
It's an annoying subtle thing that just kept breaking my momentum.
Not as annoying as constant sneezing and breathing issues, but still it is there and still something I kept dealing and unable to articulate what it is about.
Could be microsleep, could be hypoxia, could be matrix glitching and I'm descending into a worse timelines for all I know.