Vendetta wrote:
I'm going to define meltdown as "An uncontrollable outward negative response to sensory stimuli."
I can't speak for when I was younger, but at least right now I don't have meltdowns. When I am in public I am normally over stimulated (This is what I call it when to much stimuli is having a negative affect on me, though it is very mild and easily manageable,but can still make it not worth it). When there is a lot of noise I can get overloaded, during these times if something else was added on top, or I was emotional then I'm pretty sure I could have a meltdown. When there are lots of loud noises I get really mad and will shake afterwards and twitch.
I have two kinds. The first is the angry meltdown, when I'm upset with someone who I know is in the wrong. This one takes a long time to elicit, years sometimes, but when it happens its like a monster breaking out of a cage. Its like Banner becoming the Hulk or Jekkyl becoming Hyde. Its scary even to me.
The other is the shame meltdown, which happens when I know that I'm in the wrong. I have a total panic response and just want to escape the situation and hide.