I've recently talked with someone from 22 years ago, and I think I came out of it even more disturbed... as he said that he had no clue... anything at all was happening... I was there for two years, as a boarder, this was someone I met often as I walked in corridors... wtf happened? A 12 year old aspie cannot mention anything from here, at all? I despair even thinking about it... could it be because there was someone who minimized it? I don't get it... world is so f u c ked, my brain is too, apparently... (although, of course, this is assuming that someone would have done something about it if mentioned, but since no one did two years later when I did tell a teacher, and then had a whole series of people who couldn't care less... I doubt anything would have happened, either way... a bullet through my brain could the only thing that helps, now...)