__Elijahahahaho wrote:
MatchboxVagabond wrote:
No, as a savant I'm often times stuck compulsively memorizing large amounts of stuff to the point where it's deeply disturbing and uncomfortable, but by the same time not memorizing the stuff is arguably just as unpleasant and uncomfortable, and just leads to issues with psychosis. It's very much a pick your poison kind of deals.
Wow! What kind of Savant are you?
I'm towards the bottom of ability as far as I can tell. It's kind of unfortunate that the definition isn't super well defined. But, in general, you're looking at people with an abnormally functioning brain, extraordinary memory and impressive capabilities that are not attributable to intellectual capacity. So, for me, I'm very good with pattern recognition, extension and completion. I don't know if I can still do it, but I used to be able to card count using my own system in real time. (It's not something I've ever bothered to try at a casino on the pay tables because they tend not to take kindly to it, but I was using an official casino website that allowed gambling on other tables)
In my case, between the auDHD and OCD, I've also had brain damage to the left side of my brain that impacted memory formation. I suck at recognizing things as being unique at times, and I'm constantly sorting pretty much everything I come into contact with into categories of some sort. It's what I used for masking as the thing that I'm to doing to day to mask, is often the result of something that happened once previously that I would prefer to avoid.
Somewhere between 0.5% and 10% of autistic people are also savants and IIRC, about half of savants are autistic. But, we're not all so pronounced in ability that we stand out as such, a lot of the time, people think it's because we're smart. I'm smart, but smarts don't really explain some of the stuff I've done over the years.