esp lately, been doing the minimum.
esp on days off work.
i do not understand how my old man found the time, energy, and skill, & $$$ to build an entire f*****g patio in the house. his diploma says "associate's degree, electrical engineering".
i've been barely keeping up with: laundry, garbage, dishes, doing s**t my sister told me to do. bowel movements.
everything takes so much f*****g effort s**t
apathetic
not worth the energy