Huh?
Am I a victim of my demise if I'm expressing, crap, quite offensive, weird, random, comedy videos on YouTube where the majority of the World Wide Web can see being a victim of your own demise?
Sure, I know the dangers and consequences, but it makes me happy expressing my comedy (not getting popular or anything), but it passes the time and watching them on my phone, someone is bound to say to me "PUT THEM ON YOUTUBE!"
I know there's no point, and I might as well run around saying "abuse me", but can you think of other ways where I can express myself?