Sora wrote:
I have some degree of it, I don't see the colours with my eyes, only ever in my mind's eye. On the other side, colours, shapes and movement represent my emotions and I don't know whether this is covered by synesthesia? For example, I feel blue when I'm thinking hard and feel good by that. I feel a dirty, pulsing yellow when I'm very angry and sad at the same time. Orange is activity, loads of it, dynamic, while darker shades are too much - one of my friends is a light orange. A strong orange isn't a colour I identify with, but it's my favourite colour. So I guess my colour perceptions have little to do with my likes and dislikes.
Some numbers and letters have colours and characters, but the colours I see don't have the exactly same characters as the character of the number. Most of the time, just parts of meaning of the colour. For example, a B is blue, but a B isn't at all like strategy and thinking, but rather lazy and sleepy, blue is a little relaxing. A 5 is blue too, but I don't like number, it's just way too much strategy and way too dark blue in my opinion.
People I know and like have colours, but I don't know that many people and thus can't say whether all people taste, sound and feel like colours or not.
I have few ideas of colours when it comes to music, which I find funny. So many things I know have colours and characters, but when it comes to my favourite medium, the music, it's all about colourless shapes and movement that not only express the music I hear but that are music.
Sometimes when I'm very nervous in a social situation for example, these associations vanish and I feel that I experience my surroundings a lot less and very unreal, like something important is missing. Even if I listen to music then, I feel as if I can't hear it 'right'.
You're very self-aware (saying it as a compliment).