I am relatively at peace most of the time. Not happy, not unhappy, just coasting and quite comfortable that way. Occasionally I have bad days but they pass and I can get back to being at peace. I have been told for years that I have clinical depression and need meds for it, but no one who is suggesting this shows any real interest in listening to my reasons why I don't need them and am not depressed.
The way I see it, being content most of the time means I am not depressed, and at this point I am willing to let them think whatever they want. I know the truth, thats all that matters.
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Between sunset and certified darkness
My artistic side: aleigirl.deviantart.com
My ramblings and insights on being an adult with Asperger's:
http://alei-cat.blogspot.com/