kayef wrote:
adifferentname wrote:
Do you ever experience involuntary movements when listening to music?
I don't know. Maybe. This is all so new. I don't walk on my toes, rock, and flap hands so I thought I did not exhibit this behavior. I do pace in circles. I also do something else... I should not even admit this...Oh well.
I like to look at
disgusting things. I'll seek out the grossest, sickest skin rash, ear wax impaction, sinus fungus, genital warts, oozing and necrotic wound, and ingrown hairs, keloids (you get the picture) because I need to feel more "awake". I have been doing this a lot recently since I am on a break from my classes. I do it in smaller doses when busier. I am a nursing student so the behavior may not be so odd because I need to get used to seeing these things so I don't vomit or faint when I see them up close. Stimming?
Possibly, though I think it might be more akin to an obsession. I know of (as far as I'm aware) NT people who find 'disgusting' things fascinating in the same manner as yourself.
It is definitely more usual for stimming to exhibit as repetitive movements. Some days I am in almost constant motion; rocking my legs, tapping on surfaces, nodding or shaking my head, adopting strange facial expressions. Often I become aware of my behaviour and consciously choose to stop what I'm doing, but only until my attention passes back to whatever I am doing.
When I listen to music this can become very extreme, especially with my head movements. I am not sure that what you are experiencing could be called stimming, but I believe you should seek an expert opinion over my layman's interpretation.