Katemarin wrote:
Hi, I'm new here. I don't know if I have AS, but I think I might. I had never heard of it until the father of a child with AS suggested I might. My mom has always "teased" me by saying she thought I was a little autistic because I can't make eye contact, hate to be touched, am awkward in social situations, and can't say I love you. I have an autistic uncle who can't speak, is still in diapers, and honestly scared me growing up. Until recently that was what I always associated with autism so I never put any stock into what my mom was saying. Anyway I've been doing research because I've always had a problem with certain textures and sounds, and when I tried some online searchs to see what the reasoning is everything pointed to AS. Here's what I'm talking about. I don't know how well I can describe it because I've never tried to tell anyone about this before. I can't stand the feel of anything that I consider dry or rough, things like cardboard, styrofoam, wood, and even paper. Obviously I have to touch these things usually on a daily basis, and most times I can just deal with it. Other times when I'm stressed I just can't stand it. I have this thing where to deal with it, I'll suck on my finger tips to keep them from feeling dry. I don't know why, but it feels like it's what I have to do to compensate. Sorry, I'm sure I'm not explaining it very well. Then there are some sounds that literally make me cringe and make my ears hurt. If I can't make the sounds stop (like I'm at work or in school) I'll just swish the saliva in my mouth.
So does this sound like anything that anyone else does, or am I way off track?
Sound about right.
I can't stand touching jean or cordaroy pant.