Mw99 wrote:
I also got depressed from thinking of how successful George Lucas, Steven Spielberg and Harrison Ford have been. And now we have his other guy, Shia LaBeauf, a rising star with nothing but glory ahead of him. He is 5 years younger than I, and better than I in every single aspect of life. It's impossible for me not to make a comparison. Meanwhile, while those folks enjoy their wonderful lives, I sit in front of my computer screen, browsing the same old web pages, watching lame youtube videos, trying to pinpoint the moment I allowed my life to become such a stink hole.
First off....jut because someone has money, fame or popularity does not mean that they are happy. If that were true you ouldn't see all these stars ending up divorced, in CD treatment or killing themselves. I am sure they also thought that once they had those things that everything would be great...life doesn't actually work that way.
Secondly...the reason we have painful feelings is the same reason our bodies experience physical pain...it is a warning system telling us that something need to change. When I have a rash my body is warning me that I should not expose it to certain chemicals or I have to much stress in my life. One is easier to "fix" for me then the other unfortunately. I can avoid Sulfa but I haven't been able to over come my anxiety reaction to the jobs I have to work to not end up homeless and even more stressed (chosing the leser of evil is the best I can do at this time).
"Changing the things we can
learning to except the things we can't
the wisdom to know the difference"
isn't just a mantra for recovering alcoholics. It's pretty good advice for anyone.
Make small changes in the direction "you" want to go and reward yourself for doing so.....the alternative can be death and sometimes it is a very slow and painful one....been there.
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