Page 1 of 2 [ 26 posts ]  Go to page 1, 2  Next

Loborojo
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 19 Aug 2008
Age: 65
Gender: Non-binary
Posts: 1,242
Location: Negombo

02 Sep 2008, 11:17 am

we have all gone throug it, in thoughts or acts. Why did you do it? When, how old where you? Do youplay with these thoughts and why and since when?
I' ve had 3 attempts when I was 18 and 19. I thought I would be rid of these thoughts and now so many years later these thoughts pop up again.The been there done that feeling and why should I live until I am 70, I wonder pops up most of the time.


_________________
Your Aspie score: 152 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 48 of 200
You are very likely an Aspie


UndercoverAlien
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 10 Aug 2008
Age: 32
Gender: Male
Posts: 1,292
Location: ...

02 Sep 2008, 11:29 am

feel suicidal very much but pulling myself together all the time because i know its useless
and you will regred it so very much when your there bleeding to dead without any good life to think about



Loborojo
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 19 Aug 2008
Age: 65
Gender: Non-binary
Posts: 1,242
Location: Negombo

02 Sep 2008, 11:31 am

UndercoverAlien wrote:
feel suicidal very much but pulling myself together all the time because i know its useless
and you will regred it so very much when your there bleeding to dead without any good life to think about


why do you hate emos?


_________________
Your Aspie score: 152 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 48 of 200
You are very likely an Aspie


ShawnWilliam
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 26 Aug 2008
Age: 38
Gender: Male
Posts: 1,462

02 Sep 2008, 11:46 am

1 attempt about a year ago or less, i quit my job on the same day, quite a rough patch there.. work has been the soul cause of my suicidalness..



IRWEASEL
Tufted Titmouse
Tufted Titmouse

User avatar

Joined: 31 Aug 2008
Age: 32
Gender: Male
Posts: 29
Location: Forest

02 Sep 2008, 11:47 am

When I was younger but I guess I relised that being a depressed selfish person didn't get me anywhere.



poopylungstuffing
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 8 Mar 2007
Age: 49
Gender: Female
Posts: 6,714
Location: Snapdragon Ridge

02 Sep 2008, 12:27 pm

Last year I took a bunch of sedatives and tried to jump off a bridge, but it was too dark and all I could see was tree branches...and didn't want to um...just wind up hurt on the bank.

I was wrestled by my friends into the car.

Sometimes I have a difficult time valuing myself and I can feel pretty hopeless, but I know how traumatised my family would be, and that is in part what keeps me from going through with anything.



Landaree
Raven
Raven

User avatar

Joined: 24 Aug 2008
Gender: Male
Posts: 111

02 Sep 2008, 12:36 pm

I'd say I'm about 0% suicidal.

Sometimes, though, I feel somewhat less suicidal than that.



UndercoverAlien
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 10 Aug 2008
Age: 32
Gender: Male
Posts: 1,292
Location: ...

02 Sep 2008, 12:39 pm

Loborojo wrote:
UndercoverAlien wrote:
feel suicidal very much but pulling myself together all the time because i know its useless
and you will regred it so very much when your there bleeding to dead without any good life to think about


why do you hate emos?

dont get me wrong people can do whatever they want but emo's(and im talking about the ones who just are emo for the attention) like to show (or act) to people that they have huge problems and crying about it cutting yourself wearing a basket of makeup these people make me sick sorry to offend anyone but if you whant to look "cool" go to the deepfreezer
just terriefy the idea of wanting problems but if your rich enough to wear a load of make-up everyday and but some wierdo cloth's then i dont need anymore info :/
altough those who really have problems still is a little sick to show it but atleast i respect them the ones for attention i hate sorry again to offend some one but this is how i think
*edit: im so very sure everyone agree's with me



IRWEASEL
Tufted Titmouse
Tufted Titmouse

User avatar

Joined: 31 Aug 2008
Age: 32
Gender: Male
Posts: 29
Location: Forest

02 Sep 2008, 12:49 pm

UndercoverAlien wrote:
Loborojo wrote:
UndercoverAlien wrote:
feel suicidal very much but pulling myself together all the time because i know its useless
and you will regred it so very much when your there bleeding to dead without any good life to think about


why do you hate emos?

dont get me wrong people can do whatever they want but emo's(and im talking about the ones who just are emo for the attention) like to show (or act) to people that they have huge problems and crying about it cutting yourself wearing a basket of makeup these people make me sick sorry to offend anyone but if you whant to look "cool" go to the deepfreezer
just terriefy the idea of wanting problems but if your rich enough to wear a load of make-up everyday and but some wierdo cloth's then i dont need anymore info :/
altough those who really have problems still is a little sick to show it but atleast i respect them the ones for attention i hate sorry again to offend some one but this is how i think
*edit: im so very sure everyone agree's with me


Actually all the Emo's I know (Some of my friends included) don't act anything like that, It's mostly fashion and crap music.
I supsect some people hate Emo's because they look nice and a percieved to be popular.



Loborojo
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 19 Aug 2008
Age: 65
Gender: Non-binary
Posts: 1,242
Location: Negombo

02 Sep 2008, 12:52 pm

IRWEASEL wrote:
UndercoverAlien wrote:
Loborojo wrote:
UndercoverAlien wrote:
feel suicidal very much but pulling myself together all the time because i know its useless
and you will regred it so very much when your there bleeding to dead without any good life to think about


why do you hate emos?

dont get me wrong people can do whatever they want but emo's(and im talking about the ones who just are emo for the attention) like to show (or act) to people that they have huge problems and crying about it cutting yourself wearing a basket of makeup these people make me sick sorry to offend anyone but if you whant to look "cool" go to the deepfreezer
just terriefy the idea of wanting problems but if your rich enough to wear a load of make-up everyday and but some wierdo cloth's then i dont need anymore info :/
altough those who really have problems still is a little sick to show it but atleast i respect them the ones for attention i hate sorry again to offend some one but this is how i think
*edit: im so very sure everyone agree's with me


Actually all the Emo's I know (Some of my friends included) don't act anything like that, It's mostly fashion and crap music.
I supsect some people hate Emo's because they look nice and a percieved to be popular.


thanks for this explanation kiddo, always nice to stay in touch with the latest fashion and ideas of youngsters


_________________
Your Aspie score: 152 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 48 of 200
You are very likely an Aspie


UndercoverAlien
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 10 Aug 2008
Age: 32
Gender: Male
Posts: 1,292
Location: ...

02 Sep 2008, 12:53 pm

ow i tought you might be knowing what its supposed to mean by now tought you might have a kid or yourself emo or something



IRWEASEL
Tufted Titmouse
Tufted Titmouse

User avatar

Joined: 31 Aug 2008
Age: 32
Gender: Male
Posts: 29
Location: Forest

02 Sep 2008, 12:56 pm

Loborojo wrote:
IRWEASEL wrote:
UndercoverAlien wrote:
Loborojo wrote:
UndercoverAlien wrote:
feel suicidal very much but pulling myself together all the time because i know its useless
and you will regred it so very much when your there bleeding to dead without any good life to think about


why do you hate emos?

dont get me wrong people can do whatever they want but emo's(and im talking about the ones who just are emo for the attention) like to show (or act) to people that they have huge problems and crying about it cutting yourself wearing a basket of makeup these people make me sick sorry to offend anyone but if you whant to look "cool" go to the deepfreezer
just terriefy the idea of wanting problems but if your rich enough to wear a load of make-up everyday and but some wierdo cloth's then i dont need anymore info :/
altough those who really have problems still is a little sick to show it but atleast i respect them the ones for attention i hate sorry again to offend some one but this is how i think
*edit: im so very sure everyone agree's with me


Actually all the Emo's I know (Some of my friends included) don't act anything like that, It's mostly fashion and crap music.
I supsect some people hate Emo's because they look nice and a percieved to be popular.


thanks for this explanation kiddo, always nice to stay in touch with the latest fashion and ideas of youngsters


So your an adult who hates Emo's? is that why you hate the term "Childish" being used?



UndercoverAlien
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 10 Aug 2008
Age: 32
Gender: Male
Posts: 1,292
Location: ...

02 Sep 2008, 12:59 pm

lol i think you misread me or i miswrote im a 15-16 year old kid
i meant that i tought the reason why he asked that might be because he have some relative being a emo i tought i unsulted him
so now the confusing is gone lets consentrate on suicidal :p



Loborojo
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 19 Aug 2008
Age: 65
Gender: Non-binary
Posts: 1,242
Location: Negombo

02 Sep 2008, 1:33 pm

IRWEASEL wrote:
Loborojo wrote:
IRWEASEL wrote:
UndercoverAlien wrote:
Loborojo wrote:
UndercoverAlien wrote:
feel suicidal very much but pulling myself together all the time because i know its useless
and you will regred it so very much when your there bleeding to dead without any good life to think about


why do you hate emos?

dont get me wrong people can do whatever they want but emo's(and im talking about the ones who just are emo for the attention) like to show (or act) to people that they have huge problems and crying about it cutting yourself wearing a basket of makeup these people make me sick sorry to offend anyone but if you whant to look "cool" go to the deepfreezer
just terriefy the idea of wanting problems but if your rich enough to wear a load of make-up everyday and but some wierdo cloth's then i dont need anymore info :/
altough those who really have problems still is a little sick to show it but atleast i respect them the ones for attention i hate sorry again to offend some one but this is how i think
*edit: im so very sure everyone agree's with me


Actually all the Emo's I know (Some of my friends included) don't act anything like that, It's mostly fashion and crap music.
I supsect some people hate Emo's because they look nice and a percieved to be popular.


thanks for this explanation kiddo, always nice to stay in touch with the latest fashion and ideas of youngsters


So your an adult who hates Emo's? is that why you hate the term "Childish" being used?


No no, you misread and misquote. I never said I hated emos, I asked him why he hates emos...


_________________
Your Aspie score: 152 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 48 of 200
You are very likely an Aspie


Wilco
Toucan
Toucan

User avatar

Joined: 31 Dec 2007
Age: 32
Gender: Male
Posts: 289
Location: Netherlands, Noord-Holland

02 Sep 2008, 1:36 pm

I was suicidal when I was like 10 or something. Had a really crappy sh***y f*cked up (and undiagnosed btw) life back then. Now everything has turned around. I'm 16 now and already I feel sad that one day life will end :(



Loborojo
Veteran
Veteran

User avatar

Joined: 19 Aug 2008
Age: 65
Gender: Non-binary
Posts: 1,242
Location: Negombo

02 Sep 2008, 1:38 pm

Irweasel, you consider yourself a grown up or an adult and does one equate the other?
In many tribal societies you are an adult by 12.

So to be clear, I have nothing against emos (I thought it was someone who is overly emotional, but you explained it is something else). I read on my son's blog that he hates emos, that's where I picked up the word.


_________________
Your Aspie score: 152 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 48 of 200
You are very likely an Aspie