AsperGirl wrote:
It seems to me that the rapid cycling through different special interests that I've been experiencing this year depends on how deep the satsfaction is. The less deep the satisfaction, the quicker I cycle. I feel like I become more difficult to satsfy as I get older. I should really do a real dissertation or something. Like solve some math problem or something very much more intellectually complex and challenging.
It's good to push the envelope like that. My obsessiveness soon vanishes if I find myself just repeating the same exercise without any advancement. I'm kind of addicted to amazing myself with that I can do, the buzz lasts only a short time. Never wanted it that way, I always felt life should be about just getting as comfortable as possible.