This is my first post. i didn't know that what i had might be asperger's till now. i've wanted to spill out to someone who'd understand how i am because i've told my mom that i'm kind of insensitive to other people's pain and she doesn't quite understand.
well this is how i am: i understand other people's hurt when it is emotional but i dont get it when it comes to physical pain.
for example:
physical- when an uncle of mine had an accident and was in the ICU, i was completely indifferent. my parents were so worried about him. they kept talking about it all the time. but i did not care about it at all(even when they told me that he died). being this way did'nt really disturb me till i realized that i was indifferent to my mother's frequent stomach pains too. it made me feel awful . i get tears wen i think deeply about it.
emotional-when some of my friends criticize other people when they are not around, i always wish that they'd stop because i understand how they'd feel if they heard it.
also, my brother is in a different country now, studying. i do not miss him even in the slightest. my mum misses him a lot. not me. is this normal?
i read in other websites that people with AS are also clumsy, lack nonverbal communication, have difficulty in social interaction, rigid movements, and restricted and repetitive interests and behavior. i am nothing like that.
all there is to me is that i do not cry or worry even if a close friend or family suffers pain, or miss them when they are away.
now, can someone tell me if i have asperger's or not ?