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TheSpecialKid
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07 Apr 2009, 3:13 pm

I see much more life, and many more feelings in people with Autism.
It's like I understand them way better.
They have so much... ohhhhh... just can't explain it...

I think they have more feelings than many others, at least more complex feelings, and that might be the reason why they have difficulties in expressing themself.
How would NT's descibe their feelings if we took away all the words they use to describe themself?

I just see so much love in them, but also far more sadness, and it might be because they understand so much more...


As you might can tell, I'm in a pretty good mood right now, with feelings all over myself right now...
I sometimes think that it is the NTs who aren't the true human beings, It might of couse just be me...

EDIT: The feeling got amplified 1000 times when I watched this YouTube video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=awU5S8U3ww0
I'm sorry if anyone gets offended by this point of view.



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07 Apr 2009, 3:33 pm

I don't know if we have more complex feelings. I do, however, have a kind of life that causes an emotional rollercoaster. The feelings of rejection, the appreciation for the friends I do have...



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07 Apr 2009, 3:36 pm

Thanks for your post. I have pretty complex feelings that there doesn't seem to be enough words for. I find it very difficult to understand this world because of everything inside me, so what you said does stike a chord with me.



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07 Apr 2009, 4:57 pm

I also relate to your post.

At times, I can feel a wide range of emotions and several or more emotions at once.

My 14 year old son shared a song with me and I felt joy listening to it. I was happy and excited listeining to it.

An intro song for a television show I do not watch but maybe lot of people have heard it. Maybe sounds silly to some.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJzQPryWuXo&feature=channel_page[/youtube]

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rp6phQRBbOg[/youtube]



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07 Apr 2009, 4:57 pm

posted twice.



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07 Apr 2009, 4:57 pm

I see them with my eyes - like this: 8O



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07 Apr 2009, 5:32 pm

Some days, I can relate to angel. He was basically cursed 6 times!

1. Born to a HORRIBLE father, that berated him!
2. Cast out and became a vampire!
3. He was cursed with a soul, so he wanted to atone, etc.... but always had to hide his true nature.(This is where the series basically spends most of its time.)
4. Cursed to NEVER experience bliss, or he would lose EVERYTHING.
5. Cursed to be pursued by someone with a vendetta.
6. After having a taste of fatherhood, he has to have the world changed so that his son is no longer his.



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07 Apr 2009, 7:01 pm

Willard wrote:
I see them with my eyes - like this: 8O


xD .. :lol: Ohh.. that was a good one...



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07 Apr 2009, 7:54 pm

I always thought Angel was way too angsty for the character to be consistent. He's definitely an interesting character, but I think the bad parts of it were overplayed. It's like he has all these unresolved emotional issues, and yet he's still able to act decisively, plan with a clear head, recover from tragedy, etc.... He's definitely resilient. And yet he doesn't act it. You'd think that if somebody had done a whole lot of bad things, and made the decision to atone, then the issue would be taken care of and he'd be putting his energy towards said atonement. (He does, but it's not in a rational way. It's more of a "driven" thing, like you wonder when he's going to run out of steam.) I mean, you've probably done bad things yourself--well, obviously you have; we all have--and gone to apologize; and isn't it so that when you went to apologize, and make it right, that you stopped feeling guilty? That's what guilt is for. Either you wallow in it and get nothing done; or else it kicks you in the butt and gets you moving to do something about whatever you did. You can't do both.

Oh, and here's something else that always bugged me about the show: You have a group that's somewhere between detectives and mercenaries. Insanely deadly things threaten them, daily. And yet, somehow they manage to limp along with poor communication, keeping dangerous secrets and not having any real plan for contingencies like Angel's soul getting hijacked, somebody getting kidnapped, brainwashing or possession, et cetera. They are way too undisciplined to survive, and yet they do. Power of plot, I guess.

I did watch the series while I finished a couple of afghans. At the time, I was unemployed, perseverating on crochet, and quite into fantasy. Since the series was available at the library, I took advantage of it. Despite the annoyances of illogical actions on the parts of the main characters, I actually enjoyed it quite a bit.


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