I was going to change my last name to my Mother's maiden name... which is more appropriate. I consider myself to be more on that side of the family.
But the desire isn't strong in me, It doesn't really matter... and would be a big hassle to change at this point in time.
I don't have any connections to my own last name. In a way it's like a fresh start, I can make the legacy that goes with this name completely my own.
As strange as it sounds, I have no real connections to this name... and wouldn't even have a problem changing it to the woman's last name when I get married if there was a good reason to.
I've grown attached to my first name... it fits me. I can't think of anything else that would be appropriate.
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Wonder what it feels like to be in love?
How would you describe it, like a push or shove?
Guess I could pretend that this is all I need
Wanting more than what I have might appear as greed.