Disappointing responses when just trying to be friendly

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Do you ever get that? It's confusing. Sometimes it works, sometimes people are off-ish. What do you make of it?

All. The. Time.

There can be so many factors. If people are busy, preoccupied, or stressed at the time they aren't going to give you the same response than if they're relaxed and receptive.

Do you have a good example of what you mean? It gives me some context and an idea.

when my natural hail-well-met-fellow friendliness gets misinterpreted as something other than friendliness, like creepiness instead.

I get that, too.

Now, some of that may be on me, that I'm too friendly too soon.

But, I think some of it is on the other person. Because I'm different, I'm perceived as a threat or some BS like that.

I think that [although most people don't know the lingo] my disinhibited form attachment disorder really creeps some people out.

Please explain what disinhibited form attachment disorder is?

(clicky)disinhibited attachment disorder
but mine must be atypical because I also was dx'ed with AS as an adult.

Sometimes I go to super target just so I can practice with the cashier.
I guess they're suppose to make small talk about your purchases. So that's a really safe place to practice.
A local grocery store is very much like that they are very personal, and I practice there quite a bit.
It's odd because I work at a bar and I'm constanly socializing, but it's all stuff I've memorized, funny jokes and bull shiting basically. I can't seem to make the leap to talking a stranger at a coffee shop. :(

Yeah - I guess that'll be a big part of it actually Damn!

Greeting: "Hail-well-met-fellow! "
Response: "F**k Off Weirdo"

Yup, 'tis true.

That's exactly what I get most of the time. I think I'm being nice, friendly, polite and kind, but most people respond rather rudely and even hostilely. That extends to long-term hostile relationships where I have no idea why they are so hostile towards me. I find it so stressful to go to work because I'm surrounded by them. I can't function to my full capacity at work because half my energy is used to deal with the stress. I have developed a fear of people in general, which makes it even worse. It's a vicious cycle.

I don't think this is your fault though; it's other people. I have zero tolerance of unpleasantness in people and as a result have only one or two people to talk to at any one time in my life. I think most people have a far higher degree of hostility or potential hostility in them than me but it is expressed in a socially acceptable way and people who are not hostile are the ones they tend to target. I alternate between fear, anger and neutrality towards people and I think this is natural for all people; it's just the degree that varies and how long it lasts. If you are a kind, decent, respectful person though, never think that it's yourself at fault - it's them!

I have learned to smile and make very friendly greetings. A little too friendly, because once the person tries to launch "small talk" with me I can't keep up. My mind spins trying to figure out if there's a greater meaning behind their words, and what the appropriate response is. I end up saying "Uhh" a lot, and trying to escape.

Yes, throughout my life every once in a while I would try to socially engage people as some sort of attempt to understand what the appeal was. I had friends as a child, I think. There were other children I would play with in the schoolyard or neighbourhood. Those were friends? But I think back, now that it has become clear to me, as an adult, that concept of friendship is supposed to involve some level of emotional reciprocity. I try to remember childhood relationships and all I can identify is people linked with specific interests of mine. This is the boy who had ninja turtles action figures. This is the boy who liked to ride bicycles. This is the boy who had a sling shot. This is the girl who had a dog and also different genitalia than my own.

Anyway. As I became older I didn't make any form of relationship, topic specific or otherwise. But I understood that this was not normal behaviour. So every once in a while I tried to engage people. Sometimes it started out okay. But then negative reactions. Affirmation of my instinctive opinion that 'friendships' are foreign concept to me. I don't understand. I don't really want to understand or have lost patience with further attempts to understand. I have been able to maintain relationships with some of my immediate family members but that is the extent of close social contact I desire.

I am not interested in romantic/sexual relationship for a variety of reasons, that is a wall of text in and of itself.