The Dino-Aspie Cafe (for Those 40+... or feeling creaky)
hartzofspace
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Joined: 14 Apr 2005
Gender: Female
Posts: 7,138
Location: On the Road Less Traveled
Once upon a time you dressed so fine
You threw the bums a dime in your prime, didn't you ?
People'd call, say, "Beware doll, you're bound to fall"
You thought they were all kiddin' you
You used to laugh about
Everybody that was hangin' out
Now you don't talk so loud
Now you don't seem so proud
About having to be scrounging for your next meal.
How does it feel
How does it feel
To be without a home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone ?
You've gone to the finest school all right, Miss Lonely
But you know you only used to get juiced in it
And nobody has ever taught you how to live on the street
And now you find out you're gonna have to get used to it
You said you'd never compromise
With the mystery tramp, but know you realize
He's not selling any alibis
As you stare into the vacuum of his eyes
And say do you want to make a deal?
How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone ?
You never turned around to see the frowns on the jugglers and the clowns
When they all come down and did tricks for you
You never understood that it ain't no good
You shouldn't let other people get your kicks for you
You used to ride on the chrome horse with your diplomat
Who carried on his shoulder a Siamese cat
Ain't it hard when you discover that
He really wasn't where it's at
After he took from you everything he could steal.
How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone ?
Princess on the steeple and all the pretty people
They're drinkin', thinkin' that they got it made
Exchanging all precious gifts
But you'd better take your diamond ring, you'd better pawn it babe
You used to be so amused
At Napoleon in rags and the language that he used
Go to him now, he calls you, you can't refuse
When you got nothing, you got nothing to lose
You're invisible now, you got no secrets to conceal.
How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone ?
now tell me that wasn't fun! Tell me you didn't hear the piano and the harmonica in your head, tell me you didn't experience where you heard it and what it means to you. . .
Merle
Wow, that was awesome. I can clearly see myself, at age 17, listening to this album on my record player that I got for my 13th birthday. The prior owners of our house had left behind a bunch of albums, and I found this one along with a pretty eclectic mix, such as Big Band music, and some other stuff that I can't now remember. .
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Dreams are renewable. No matter what our age or condition, there are still untapped possibilities within us and new beauty waiting to be born.
-- Dr. Dale Turner
SeriousGirl
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Joined: 17 Mar 2007
Gender: Female
Posts: 1,067
Location: the Witness Protection Program
I guess Im just like a turtle
Thats hidin underneath its horny shell.
Whoa, whoa, oh yeah, like a turtle
Hidin underneath its hard-ass shell.
But you know Im very well protected
I know this goddamn life too well.
turtle blues
Joplin took a lot of her material from:
Willie Mae "Big Mama" Thornton. If you like Janis, check out Big Mama on Arhoolie Records.
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sinsboldly
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Location: Bandon-by-the-Sea, Oregon
and I in turn am starting to flood with testosterone, due to my body's "crone" or post menopausal, stage of life. Actually I don't think I am getting more than I always have had but what estrogen I do have is cutting back. This must be why little old men and little old women resemble each other. It shows how we are 'plumped up" by our hormones during prime reproduction times in our lives then the plumping hormones abandon us leaving us old children, because of the genderlessness of it all with out the hormones.
Perhaps we will find some peace there when we are truly old. We can maybe forgive our selves for what was hormone driven in our youth that we were powerless over and our choices we made we thought were what we really wanted due to the mental state we were in at the time, fueled by the hormones of sexuality and reproduction and oh, yeah! that neurological syndrome that Dr Asperger figured out. If we can ease out of the ego driven "what could have been" maybe we can have an Aspie Peace in the end.
Musings on a spring rain on the fruit blossoms and little green leaves everywhere in Oregon day, with Beef Brisket with butter beans bubbling in the crock pot, my kitty curled up beside me, with Master and Commander playing on Showtime in the back ground.
Merle
and I in turn am starting to flood with testosterone, due to my body's "crone" or post menopausal, stage of life. Actually I don't think I am getting more than I always have had but what estrogen I do have is cutting back. This must be why little old men and little old women resemble each other. It shows how we are 'plumped up" by our hormones during prime reproduction times in our lives then the plumping hormones abandon us leaving us old children, because of the genderlessness of it all with out the hormones.
Perhaps we will find some peace there when we are truly old. We can maybe forgive our selves for what was hormone driven in our youth that we were powerless over and our choices we made we thought were what we really wanted due to the mental state we were in at the time, fueled by the hormones of sexuality and reproduction and oh, yeah! that neurological syndrome that Dr Asperger figured out. If we can ease out of the ego driven "what could have been" maybe we can have an Aspie Peace in the end.
Musings on a spring rain on the fruit blossoms and little green leaves everywhere in Oregon day, with Beef Brisket with butter beans bubbling in the crock pot, my kitty curled up beside me, with Master and Commander playing on Showtime in the back ground.
Merle
Wow!
Yeah, I ... yeah ... uh huh ... I, uh ...
Thank you.
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It's just music for me. The other stims don't work.
My mom worked on a farm as a girl. Was strong as an ox. She stood 5'7" and weighed 120 lbs and was very pretty. Guys would 'hit on her' all the time. I saw her knock a man out that weighed close to 200lbs! She came up with an uppercut - I heard his teeth clack shut ten feet away, and he fell like a tree...
I have five brothers, Chuck. I could fight, but they generally took care of the other kids. Let's just say I didn't know any little girls until I went to kindergarten. You get the picture.
My mother is a different story. My mother is 5'8" and my oldest brother who is well over 6' once got mad at her for making a comment about his girl friend at the time. He slapped her and my mother decked him. She knocked him from the kitchen into the family room. He was 20 at the time. The rest of us were sitting there wondering where he left his brain when he did that. No one messed with my mother.
Me? I was pretty spoiled. I could fight, but I generally wouldn't unless I had a drink in me. Then if a man messed with someone I cared about there would be trouble.
Merle
Wow!
Yeah, I ... yeah ... uh huh ... I, uh ...
Thank you.
I love Merle's spring rain musings! And I appreciate your suggestion DirtDawg - guess I oughtta do that.
Merle, I think we are all moving into what will be the most free (at least hormone free) and interesting periods of our lives! We are becoming who we really are/were all along.
If our bodies and minds will only hold up long enough for us to make sense of it, enjoy it, and make whatever use of it that we see fit. The masks and veils are falling away...
What put you in such a pensive mood? The rain itself... something else? Whatever it is, I love your thoughts.
sinsboldly
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Al Stewart; Russians and Americans
You're a strange girl, you come from a strange family.
You're a strange girl, I don't understand your vanity.
Your mother's taking pills all day, she's looking to escape.
Your uncle's in the County Jail for statuatory rape.
Just another runner never made it to the tape.
Your cousin gets his kicks setting everything on fire,
your little brother always lets the air out of my tires,
your sister wants to prove that she's an object of desire.
You're a strange girl, you come from a strange family.
You're a strange girl, I don't understand your fantasy
Merle
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who jest LOVE ol' big Mama Thornton!
Guess I'm from a strange family as well.
Your mother's taking pills all day, she's looking to escape. (This is one of my cousins)
Your uncle's in the County Jail for statuatory rape. (No relative of mine.)
Just another runner never made it to the tape. (me)
Your cousin gets his kicks setting everything on fire, (My dad's friend's adopted son)
your little brother always lets the air out of my tires, (another cousin)
your sister wants to prove that she's an object of desire. (another cousin).
sinsboldly
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Location: Bandon-by-the-Sea, Oregon
I am gazing at brown cardboard boxes that I am packing my bric-a-brack and knick-knacks, books and candles and what not into as I prepare to move out of my current and recently flooded apartment. I am moving into rustic rooms behind the house in the servant area of a big old lumber baron's mansion that is being developed into the "Fairy Godmother's Tea House," a popular local cafe that is being relocated into it. I found it through a woman that befriended me when I first started my current employment as a member specialist (Government Programs) for Blue Cross Blue Shield of Oregon.
I
have given my 30 day quit premises notice here and will be moved in to the new rooms by May Day. This will afford me the pleasure of growing roses and jasmine and wysteria in the land scaping of the Tea Shoppe and whittling down, making my possessions small and few so I can make my life big and more.
I am pensive because I have no illusions about what the energy level of moving is! whew!
But I look up to the other strong women and men on this board/ thread/ cafe to know I can focus and get 'er done.
Merle
who dreams of living in a lovely Class A with dulies and an open road. . .
Class A Motor Home with Dual Axles
Last edited by sinsboldly on 14 Apr 2007, 8:22 pm, edited 1 time in total.
Sounds great!
...This will afford me the pleasure of growing roses and jasmine and wysteria in the land scaping and making my possessions small and few so I can make my life big and more...
Sounds so very wise, as you always do!
...I am pensive because I have no illusions about what the energy level of moving is! whew!...
Sounds awful! Sorry Merle!
...But I look up to the other strong women and men on this board/ thread/ cafe to know I can focus and get 'er done...
Merle! You're just about the strongest women I've ever met. (At least, in a virtual sort of way). I have complete faith in you!
...who dreams of living in a lovely Class A with dulies and an open road. . .
I have no idea what this means, but if its going to make you happy I hope they have a whole bunch of them at the old lumber baron's Fairy Godmother's Tea House!! !!
So! Two weeks to go, living in and out of boxes. May you and your kitty (I can't believe I've forgotten her name - don't tell me - I'll remember) survive this ordeal.
(sorry I type so slo-o-o-o-w)
Love yas,
Chuck
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