komamanga
at this point, i would be extremely surprised if any paying job, that was legal, made the mistake of hiring my worthless corpse. even if it fired me the next day
even mcdonalds won't answer my application
if i were to have known "life" would've been like this, then i would not have gone to college altogether
might as well lead a balanced life
if not balanced, at least, not as pressured/stressed/strained
used to fantasize about joining the military, when i was young
the military seemed like it had a lot of meaning, purpose, honor, importance.
but, you can't measure meaning, purpose, honor or importance.
so whatever.