How do you consider sex or companion?

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I have been thinking about this with myself for sometime..
Sex to me is so the other person thinks i am into them or something... But myself i am happy being alone and pleasuring myself..
I could do without people but i have this issue with being alone.. I think it stems from being young and being alone all the time.. I think i just have someone around just to say they are around.. Typically I can give a s**t less if someone is near me but the thought of having someone near me and not being alone is good enough...

I believe myself to be a part time A Sexual.. I have been asked a few times this.. "If you are with me why do you still masterbate." I think that i do this because i feel better being alone than i do with being with someone else.. There is more i can do for myself than the other person can do with me...

Anyway I donno.. I am really thinking of trying to get over this being alone thing and just being alone.. I think i would be better off..

Anyway thoughts?

This took a long time to realize but I do prefer being alone. There are times when it could be nice to have a partner, but I've never managed to negotiate that kind of relationship successfully (as in both of us benefiting, including myself)

It would certainly have to save a LOT of wear & tear on the emotions & just resources in general.

I'd honestly like an emotional relationship/companion but keep the sex as an individual thing. Who in the world is in to that?!

Thats the thing most people are into the emotional part of sex.. Meaning you screw someone then there must be some type of emotion involved..

I dont understand why it is the way it is but they have it set that way..

I would rather have someone around to if we both feel like then play around but with me I dont seem to catch the Q's well to say lets go play..

I seem to misinterpret some peoples actions into something they are not also.. I talk to people and when they sound like they are being snide or irritated i automatically assume i was the issue of said problem because most of these people see nobody but me so they say no but still their voice says something else..

I think erasing myself from people is a good way of fixing my own problems with them.. And only talk to them via txt or Internet.. At least here or on txt you can /ignore people you dont want to talk to.. and have fun with the people you do.. but in rl your stuck dealing with stupid bs that you can otherwise avoid via txt or internet..

I had a internet relationship with this one person and it was so awesome until we started meeting after we moved in the whole relationship went to hell.. she said it was cause of me but I fully told her that i was f*cked up in the 1st place.. So I don't know NT and AS people i think do not get along because we are so so so so different that it cant be a possibility of trying to be with someone and be easy to just be alone...

This is called being rational on how to be alone.. think of how screwed up people are and makes it all the better.

I thought I was the only one who thought this! SHEEESHHH!