cornerpiece wrote:
Yes, I’ve thought about it. I made a plan, and once the plan was clear enough, I felt relieved, because I knew that I had a “plan B”. This relief gave me strength to continue. I guess I was depressed because I felt completely stuck in a bad situation with no options. I still feel depressed, but not as stuck as before.
I have no official diagnosis of depression, by the way. It just feels that way.
When one comes to a resolute decision in mind,
and even though 'suicide',ending ones own life was 'plan A'
"plan B' as you put it,comes to the fore.
This is divine correction,a saving grace,even though coming to a resolute decision in mind,to end ones life.
and staring death and fear in the face.
'plan B' was the reward.
Think of eckart tolle and even my neighbor,when they were on the brink of giving up and could not take anymore.
What ensued was the divine shift,'plan B',...cause the resolution and absolute decision was made in mind.
And bare note:Not that i'm advocating 'plan A' to anyone,
other than in general as a whole,when someone makes there mind up resolutely and absolutely to change and shift direction,
the magick happens.