quirky wrote:
I'd totally want to live longer if it could be a decent quality of life. Mainly because I don't really believe in an afterlife, so death scares me in its finality, and I really really want to figure out what humanity figures out next lol. Imagine all the new technologies. I want to see how humanity meets its downfall too, lol, but that's pretty morbid.
Why be scared of the inevitable though, if anything when you let that fear control you it takes the life you have, right now, away. Just a few weeks ago I had a REAL close brush with death, had my appendix blow out on me when I was out of town, got to the OR just in time, spent a week in the hospital recovering from perotinitis, and while all that I went through catheters and all was pretty painful it made me even less afraid. If there is nothing hereafter, still, that's a 50/50 breakeven, this world - particularly for aspies - is 70% effort and 30% product, meaning you'd be at your best - especially as violent as this world is and how it life can be taken at any time, and far happier just by knowing that while you do your absolute best while your alive to keep your existence as good as possible, death is the ultimate vacation from the struggle. I'm in no way shape or form condoning death, just saying that you shouldn't let your best self be contained, at any point, by any fear of it - life in and of itself, when you think of it, is a joke - kind of a morbid one at times but still that's kind of what it is.