Can cause " misery and self harm."
This article made me very sad because that is exactly what happened to me. And many others I have met on this site.
He said 20% of anorexics have AUT. I had supposed anorexia whioch was actually a result of my AUT. I could only eat a few foods but when I was young I did not understand what was happening. So they put me into an eating disorder clinic where I perceived I was veryyyyyyyy different. In all my years at ED clinics and treatment centers, I saw about 2 or 3 of us who were like this.
We never talked , never looked at people, rocked, were closed off to ourselves...... I did not CARE about "getting fat," that was not what it was about, I was not scared to become a woman ( I was so far delayed that when I was 15 I looked, thought, and behaved like a ten year old), was not trying to punish my parents, etc etc etc.... All over my records it has clues: Patient appears 5 years younger than stated age. Patient wearing pajamas made for a younger child, etc etc etc......pt not communicating......issues of headbanging and inflexibility with sleep issues, etc...........
But no one told me or my parents about this.
So it have many things on my record and it's been hell ever since.
When I went off gluten it made a huge difference, but I am still labled with every label you can think of. And it causes trouble when I go to certain doctors to this day.
AND because I did EXACTLY what he said in the article...because I observed and over the years was able to mimic- then talk and fake my way through for short periods and stay away when i can't, peple just think I am weird but don't have any idea.....
It's sheer hell, but NOT because I have AUT but because no one told me. If I had known it would have been an easier path, I would have known more about choices to make and avoid, people to befirend and avoid, and all sorts of other things that would have made life anjoyable as opposed to an unhappy expereince.