As some of you may or may not know, in a few posts I have mentioned of having been pulled out of PE a year or so ago after a somewhat scarring event that happened involving another student (Gruesome, but nothing explicit I assure you). It involved making a mockery of me in front of the whole class, but all that is from the past now. The "Special Needs" department won a war with the PE department and, thus, I no longer do PE. The good news? Two lessons a week to just relax. Bad news? The only exercises I do in a week is from lesson-to-lesson. My health is quickly depleting. I will no longer be able to get a GSCE for PE. My class all looks relatively fit and toned, yet I still have that large gut of mine. The last time I weighed myself, at 14, I was 10 or 11 stone.
This pretty much fully shows my concerns - I feel that I need Cardio - and fast. However, I have a fear of public places, groups and people as a whole (as well as a fear of being mocked for exercising/running at my weight outside of home) and would have no idea where I would begin training anyway. Quite honestly, I have no idea what I am asking for. Perhaps tips, motivation and/or an exercise regime that I can follow that can be completed in the safety of my own home? Sadly, I once had a treadmill but it was disposed of after it was rarely used.