Kiprobalhato wrote:
Magna wrote:
Toward the end cigs tasted like crap to me. I could only smoke maybe half of one and then I'd snub it out. One morning in the shower getting ready for work it's like a thought just snapped into my head: "I'm going to quit smoking now." I threw away the half of the carton I had left and never smoked cigarettes again. Sure I craved them after I quit, but my urge not to continue to smoke them was greater.
the apparent suddenness of this change of attitude is curious to me
what made them start to taste like crap?
i smoke several times a week, have been for several months.
I have no idea why they started tasting bad to me. That I can't explain.
The sudden urge to quit "cold turkey" is hard for me to explain as well. Other than the issues I'd experienced along the way, the bouts of acute bronchitis, pneumonia (that was terrible and painful), loss of breath capacity and increased fatigue and hacking up things culminated to a point that I decided "I'm done."
That's how it is with addiction in general. I know this because of other addiction related things that I don't want to share. All the people in the world can have the best intentions and make the strongest efforts to help or even force someone to quit something; even the addict can 'want' to quit, but if that person doesn't
decide, "I'm done", they will continue with their addiction. Addiction can be very complex, but in other ways it's very simple.