Hi guys and gals,
I dont know if this is the right forum or not for this subject, but I need to post this somewhere, as it is preying on my mind.
For many years, Ive been suffering from undiagnosed depression, stemming back to my childhood. In January, I sought medical intervention from my GP in a bid to battle this crippling condition. Having aspergers reinforces the negative and dark thoughts that spin around in my mind.
Since January, Ive been on various medications, including some antihistimines (Atarax, Chloropoxidine, etc). From May, I was on 10 mg of Citalopram, which was upgraded to 20 mg last month.
My question to everyone out there, with aspergers, is how do you know when the "benefits" of antidepressants kick in? Reading many forums, I keep on coming across how people start to revert to their "normal" selves before depression set. Having been depressed since my childhood days, how am I suppose to recognise an "improved mood" consequently?
One of my fears is that I am immune to antidepressants as I am unable to recognise mood changes, subtle or obvious.
Please share your experiences, and feel free to advise.