I take one to two melatonin's almost every day. A girl I liked hugged me out of the blue on tuesday last week and I was down to less than three hours of sleep for the rest of the week, pills, zzquil, or whatever be damned. I wanted the hug, but I didn't really think about the fact that I'm not very good at relationships and would be stuck in rumination/depression/freezing when it came to homework and house work.
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Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 142 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 52 of 200
You are very likely neurodiverse (Aspie)
"If I knew that it was fated for me to be sick, I would even wish for it; for the foot also, if it had intelligence, would volunteer to get muddy." - Chrysippus