shortfatbalduglyman wrote:
feet been cold lately. wearing 2 pairs of socks. while sleeping, five long sleeve shirts and a jacket and five blankets and sweatpants and shorts and space heater on and still cold.
how do the homeless in alaska cope with the cold? during the daytime, it's about 50 degrees fahrenheit where i live. much warmer than some other areas.
feet been hurting way too much. so much, i wonder how much longer i could hold that job. but not being able to stand eliminates a lot of jobs: restaurant, retail, sales, manual labor. esp since, zero job skills.
sometimes, after 20 minutes, try and fail to defecate. usually, after breakfast, immediately defecate in my Pigpen. Then get to work and defecate again before work. paranoid i need a colostomy bag.
my worthless corpse dysfunctional already and only 39. it's only getting worse.
exhausted all the time, but that is not new.
physically weak and slow.
annoying how idiots have the nerve to laugh @ me.
Your posts are really relatable. That's why you get so many replies. Defecation is my #1 goal each morning. It is why I drink coffee. So I have a ritual. Get up, feed cats, drink coffee, share my opinions online, eat breakfast, and, ta-da, the magic usually happens after that. If not, I will get up and walk around the living room while drinking tea.
i have a ritual too. except that i do not pace around the living room, drink coffee, or drink tea. my day "job" involves too much walking already. lot attendant @ home depot.
Do you do that? Pace around the living room? Do it, while visualizing the need, your goal. The mind does have power over the body, tremendous and ultimate power.
I do not think you need a colostomy bag based on your symptoms.
no medical professional has ever told me to get a colostomy bag or anything like that, thus far.
As for multiple defecations - normal. Anywhere from 1 to 4 in a single morning. Happens. Depends on diet. You must analyze, no pun intended, your food intake to determine what is upsetting your gut. Artificial sweeteners are bad, so is a lot of other junk. Salty food. Dairy. I have to have the right diet, and not be eating too much either. Are you eating too much?
my weight has been stable between ages 25-41 and counting, so i do not think that i am eating too much or too little.
last night, i ate one and a half cantonese "zongzi" (rice dumpling). duck eggs and rice. mango. ate the perimeter off two blocks of taro cake. got an "off" feeling in stomach. (4 minutes, liquid bowel movement). that's the second time (liquid bowel movement) has happened immediately after zongzi, and i have not eaten zongzi that many times. likewise, after zongzi, my bowel movements tend to take even longer than usual. this morning, immediately after breakfast, (40 minute bowel movement). that's way too long. sometimes i have to go to work. but even if i do not have to work, i have other things to do, it's too cold temperature to be sitting on the litterbox with pants down. besides, sometimes the phone or internet is not working, so i have to read a book on the litterbox. while i love reading, you can only read so many hours a day. sometimes the power is out and you can't read a book or go on the iphone.
I do the same as you, bundle up with multiple layers of clothing, and use a space heater, or not even that during night. When I am in bed, there is no heat on in the house. All I run is an electric blanket under other blankets keeping me warm.
january 30, 2024, my sister, who pays the utilities, told me that the electric bill was too high. as a result, i turned off the space heater and have not touched it since. it is now january 20, 2025 martin luther king day. s**t. today, took a nap from 8:30 to 10am. woke up feet f*****g FROZEN unbearable and s**t. five blankets, two pairs of socks, sweatpants, shorts, jacket, hooded sweatshirt, three long sleeve shirts.
as usual, after a couple hours, feet regained sensations.
Hope this helps, compact ample hair-free man.
21 Jan 2023, 12:27 am
