roadracer wrote:
Does anyone know what the manic episodes are like? I understand what bipolar is, and have read a bunch about it, but I am not understanding what it is like to be manic?
I have had a few manic episodes myself....
You change into a different person. you talk differently you dont wanna sleep you just full of energy behaviour can become agressive, and sometimes i feel like no one can stop me like i am invinsable.
Me personally i have major anxiety problems and suffer from severe rage there was one point i actually drove miles from where i lived coz i wanted to kill someone. it is uncontrolable.
There episodes can last hours and sometimes days but can alwso last only a few minutes.
I also suffer from major depressive episodes where i feel guilty for everything and feel anxious and isolated or hopless even. I dont eat i dont sleep for days and become very suicidal.
However other times i am happy high as a kite however my mood changes as quick as lightning one minute i happy the next miserable!
Does this answer your question??
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