LostUndergrad9090 wrote:
ljumper wrote:
LostUndergrad9090, IMHO it's not exhausting once you learn how to manage it.
I wish I had someone I could feel comfortable doing it with. Its not fun when your with someone who is aware or you think is aware and is not liking it or with someone who is just going to bail on you.
I'm pretty sure the girl who I was being treated by felt it, her mood shifted when mine did. It would be nice to just let free and share excitement with someone but its hard when your living in a cut throat f***ing place.
I think your first task is to find "a stable position" again. Try this: every time you're in a neutral position (I mean the inner state - I'm sure you understand), think of still central core, don't concentrate on it, just paw it to ensure that it IS there, still and sure. Learn to attract that thought every time you need clear lookout. Why to do it: because it makes you less vulnerable to negative development of the situation - you'll get a valuable time to get oriented and set up a defence. It's your starting point and it's much stronger than you could think.
Second: yes yes yes, every of us are constantly looking for that type mutual understanding. You're close to open what I did, which allows you to read and/or write states for others. To share yourself together. Once you'll learn it, please take care when playing with it, you can imagine what it can cause ...