^bikes are fun. and exercize. I like walking long distances.
when i get really anxious or upset i mostly take a pen and just start scribbling on any paper i can find, names, bits and pieces of songs that have stuck to me (often transliterated from a foreign language in my own way or spelled alternatively). i've created two writing systems i plan to apply to conlangs but mostly just use for scribbling, scrawling..anything, ANYHTING goes. doodles. no pictures of course, for privacy concerns. they have real, full names. i often write (NAME) is am (made up word)
i don't know.
once i went on a walk downtown when i was fuming with anxiety. the whole time i was mumbling čtvrtsmršť to myself. i got looks, of course.
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