jordmt wrote:
So for the last few years my life has been pretty gloomy, I honestly feel like sometimes I can't cope anymore and I want to just give in, I don't know what to do.
People say to go to the doctor but I don't want to go on medication... I want to overcome this in a way that doesn't require meds.
Everywhere I look it seems like everyone is living life and I'm just stuck, day after day, doing the same things over and over, people walk all over me and I do have like one or two friends but I still feel alone constantly even when I'm hanging out with them.
I can understand why you don't want to take meds, but if nothing else is helping you, then I think antidepressants are your only option right now. Also, I can relate to people walking all over you. I've been letting people do that to me all my life and I'm sick and tired of it! I'm trying now to speak up for myself more and not let people (my family in particular) treat me like a doormat. So if you still want to try to overcome your depression without the use of meds, then I wish you the best of luck.