Hello everyone. I have been a member for a couple of years. Please bare with me and my venting. First off, I am in a spiral of rage for the last 2 weeks. I have bouts of intense screaming and violent behavior at my family. It will come out of no where and can last minutes to hours. I will be calm before and after. I feel overwhelmed almost all the time. My anxiety is so bad. I don't like this, but I can't stop. I was on Zoloft and it did not work and then prescribed Lexapro, but could not take it because I am afraid I will lose my hair and I don't want that change. I have these rage episodes on a regular basis. I saw a counselor but fired him because he was trying to modify my behavior and not tell me why it is happening. I have two sons and they seem to have my tendencies. My youngest is 3 and does not talk. I do not have a diagnosis, but I feel like what difference does it make. Don't know. I am wondering how do you all deal with this.
Thanks.