I was diagnosed recently with Bipolar 2, but I’ve been on a mood stabilizer for years since anti depressants and anti anxiety medications seemed to make my episodes worse. I’ve been on Effexor for at least 6 years now, and it makes me kind of at a neutral state. I somewhat feel numb emotionally in a way, but in my opinion it’s better than feeling as depressed as I get or as manic as I can get. It’s a little upsetting that I don’t really feel a lot, but after years of being unmedicated or mismedicated, it’s somewhat of a relief. And I have been able to find happiness easier in things now than I used to be. I get in my depressed episodes a lot less and usually bounce back to a normal state faster. I used to have anxiety attacks daily, now they’re maybe 3-4 times a month. I’m in a manic state maybe 2-4 days out of the month now.
Honestly I would tell your psych, it can get bearable if you ask for a different medication and find one that works for you. I usually give them about 3-4 weeks, and if I don’t feel like it’s working I’ll ask for it to change. But if you feel even worse(Wellbutrin gave me extreme suicidal thoughts and motivation to do so) tell them immediately. I think I was on Wellbutrin for maybe a week before we decided to yank me off of that.