Yelaspider. Just ignore Fnord, as they are being a troll. I can relate with your delusions and feelings of paranoia. If you ever want to chat about something, feel free to send me a private message. 
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Autistic (self-identified)
Open source, free software, and open knowledge geek
GoLang, Python, & SysAdmin aspirant
RPG enthusiast
Has OCD, social anxiety, CPTSD