They just took me off of Neurontin for the burning skin during peak panic attacks from work (doing complex or multi tasking resulting in sensory overstimulation of my visual, olfactory, and audio capacity), and put me on Effexor the burning is much more rare now. But my coping mechanism for the last 30 years has been to work in a state of high adrenalation. But now I have less stomach tightening. But my upper body strength is back to my childhood, weaker and clumsier. My jaw is clenched far harder and more often just like my childhood. It took my coping mechanism away. Not sure what to do. I am still smashing the keyboard hard enough to jam the keys. Still afraid of straws, (cuting my gums, jamming up my nose, or the worst.... sticking myself in the eye) still hate the act of eating chewing fear of chipping my teeth on metal, dodging plastic utensils for fear of biting of pieces of them and swallowing them as part of my meal. I don't want to attack people who interrupt me as much though now. That's good.
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