Edna3362 wrote:
I'm a very present oriented person.
Sometimes I wish I wasn't.
And it might be the case with my entire family, and possibly the culture I grew up with, too.
The upside is this lack of anxiety caused by future based thoughts.
The downside is this lack of foresight caused by future based thoughts.
All my future based thoughts are both positive and negative -- not just negative. Including less voluntary or involuntary ones.
I don't know.
Trying to think through future based thoughts is harder for me -- I either get something very random, good or bad...
.. Or get a blank page instead, which I either take it as a sign of uncertainty, lack of information or this lost/lack of prerequisite in my knowledge; whether It's taken as well in confidence or faith, or, well not -- these feelings are not consistent for me regardless of whatever initial conditions I have at the moment.
That is quite a big upside, Edna.