Marknis wrote:
The depression makes me continuously look back into my past. I wish things went differently and how I would do things differently if I could go back.
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Markis
When I was 21 got diagnosed as clinically depressed. Feel like when I was 13 I was much more depressed though.
And I am totally obsessed with the past
Wish I did not go to homophobic UCSD
Wish I went to counseling when I was young
Wish I rejected counselors that did not treat me the way I felt was proper
But in any event am glad that it's over
And I would not go back even if i could
If I went back things could have been worse
Or maybe a little better